Wendie asked in a comment if I had actually talked to Jessica about any of the things that are bothering me.
Well the answer to that is "Nope!" because I have no spine. I don't want to upset her and have her angry at me. I really enjoy bottling up my emotions until I get to the point where I'm going to go outside and stab squirrels.
I should. I know I should. But Jessica scares the living shit out of me. She's an angry girl and I've seen what she can do to people who piss her off. No thank you. And besides, it's my duty in life to please everyone, even if it means I get left behind and forgotten.
At least I haven't left a note for her yet. LOL.